Dear Sofie,
Hi love :) happy 3 years :) I don’t know how to put anything into words here it’s been 3 years since I cringely asked you out I can’t believe that I’m surprised you put up with me for 3 years HAHAHA I can't believe we started as 14 and 15 years olds that’s insane and we’re still together :) I never want to lose you I want to experience everything with you as we grow up if that’s okay with you. I genuinely don't know how to put the feelings that I have for you into words I feel like there's just not any word that really can describe how I feel for you, It's more than love, but it's so much more than love too, it's a mixture of so many words that all make me so happy that there is no one single good one that is good enough for me to use to describe it to you :) I will always tell you I love you though that will never change, I want to not only remind you that I love you so much every single day, but I also want to be able to show our kids, if we choose to have any, what love is and what it really means, I don't want to grow up and forget to celebrate anniversaries and spend time with you, because I am or you are too "busy". In my mind busy doesn't really exist when it comes to you, you're my everything and I understand I can't skip out on work or anything to spend time with you, but I can make time and that's what I'll always do for you, I'm not forgetting about us or anything that we plan on, okay? I've truly never felt as happy as you've made me feel these past three years and I know I haven't been all the best for the entirety of the three years, I'm so sorry :(, but I plan to always make you as happy as I possibly can for the rest of my life if you let me be with you forever, I never want to see you sad or hurt, I love seeing your smile and hearing your laugh I've never seen or heard anything as beautiful as you. Y'know love there's never been someone that I haven't gotten annoyed at, not saying I hate people and stuff HAHAHHA, but seriously I mean I can only handle so much of one person, y'know? It's the complete opposite with you- I can't get enough of you. I would give up anything to get a few extra moments with you, and there's never been one time that I've wanted you to stop talking or to leave me alone, I love it when you talk, when you rant or tell me about the drama going on, y our voice is seriously the most beautiful sounds I've ever heard and your face when you're telling me all about these things is just so breathtaking. I seriously miss you moments after leaving a call with you or if I can't sleep with you that day even though we sleep together every night :) I don't know if I'm just really clingy and annoying, but I just love spending time with you and I still can't believe that, but I'm so happy that I could spend every single moment of every day for the rest of my life and still be so deeply in love with you, I know that'll never change. There's so much I hope to do with you one day I know we still have a lot of time and we have things we have to focus on, but I still can't help but daydream and imagine, I mean traveling the world with you would be so much fun, especially with specific places for us to go like theme parks, historical locations, the Philippines, just so there's so much I know you're interested in Italy :) I think that'd be fun to walk through Italy especially somewhere like Venice, but there's still so much like Paris! We could go to the Louvre, or to the Eiffel tower :) Grab baguettes and croissants as we walk through the city (I'm really stereotyping France in this) either way I'm saying it'd be a ton of fun no matter where we are :) I have so many places I want to go with you, but the main thing I want do is just be with you, you're my home and wherever you go I want to be no matter if we're in Paris or Italy, no matter if you're sad or happy I'll always be next to you. I'll wipe your tears when you cry, carry you to bed when you fall asleep and tuck you in, feed you when you're hungry, care for you when you're sick, get you water when you're thirsty, warm you up when you're cold, cheer you up when you're sad, I know you can do all of that for yourself, but I'll always be there to help you when you need it, because everyone will need that at least a couple of times and I won't let you be alone when you need someone. I have so much to tell, but I can't really get my words out properly I like talking to you at night I feel like I can talk more and I have more like freedom to express myself with my head since I'm tired and it helps me just blurt out my inner thoughts without trying to phrase them, sure some of it doesn't make sense, but it all means the same to me, that I love you and you are my everything. I hope one day I can put into words everything for you my love, you truly don't know how I feel at all and I wish I could tell you, I love you to the moon & back my darling, ooh thats a fancy "&" that's so cool I like this font :D HAHAHHAHA. I hope our three year doesn't seem bad or isn't good or anything like that, ya know? I thought this would be awesome for you a webpage with our letter and everything extra :) I hope you like it I worked for a bit on this I had to get photos and choose how I was gonna phrase all of this and put it together and I still think I could've done better, I'm sorry my love, I love you so much <3.
Love,
Lonk