Hello beautiful :) I hope you're having an amazing day already (especially cause its our anniversary :)) please make sure you're staying warm and driving safe today okay? I know it's been rough the past month with the cold, new changes in life, and just having to deal with me all time HAHAHA, but I couldn't be happier that we've made through it all even if this last month is nothing compared to what else we've gotten through y'know? It makes me super grateful when I'm able to look at you and just realize that I get to talk to you everyday, I get to hear your voice, hear your thoughts, I get to congratulate you on accomplishments, try to help when you're sad, help you sleep, and so much more that I can't believe I'm so lucky to be able to experience. I genuinely mean it when I say you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me, and yes I have taken that for granted in the past and I feel horrible for ever doing that. You have genuinely done so much for me, whether its small things like showing me music I like, or even bigger things like pushing me to pursue better things like a big career, getting me into fashion, and just constantly helping me to pursue being better, I hope that one day I can do the same for you. That I can be a support that you can lean on when you need help and I can always be there to help push you further and stop you from falling- I know that sounds very ambitious and maybe you might not like that (if so I won't do that of course), but I really want to do everything I can just so I can show you what you mean to me. I feel like I've lacked in the past the ability to just show you how much you actually mean to me, its one thing to say "I love you", which I try to do, but it's another to actually show it. I've been trying to work on that just doing things here and there so I can remind you, but I understand perfectly if it's not enough to really cement that idea, so I want to work harder and try my best to the best boyfriend ever for you, I hope that's okay and I hope you end up liking that :) You deserve the world my beautiful and I won't let you settle for any less, especially in the future after we graduate and I can work my hardest to make sure to give you a life you're deserving of (if you'd let me). Not only do I just want to show you how much I love you, but I want you to know just how amazing and stunning you are, I feel like I try to complement you (because I want to) a lot on how you look- which of course don't get me wrong you're absolutely stunning and I do REALLY want you to know that :), but I also want you to know just how amazing you are inside I mean seriously you are one of a kind. I've never met someone like you- which I get that everyone is unique, but seriously you're special, you're just such a sweet and kind soul, on top of being so freaking smart, and before you're like "oh I'm not"- you seriously are and beyond just being smart in books you're so smart with everything, like how many hobbies you do, your problem-solving skills, and so much more its insane. I seriously mean it when I say you're incredibly special and incredibly beautiful I hope I can prove that to you more and more- I love you so much <3 I know technically this isn't some big anniversary or anything not like a one year or 6 month, but you deserve so much more and I hope you appreciate this message (of course valentines is later on too, so there's that too :)) You genuinely have changed my life- I've repeated this time over again and again, but I would not be the same person if it weren't for you. I think I'm much happier being the person you created, I have pieces I can look back on just see how you influenced or changed me, I know we're separate people, but it's nice to know that I can find aspects of myself I think I see in you. Obviously I love you and I think you're amazing and perfect in everyway, so being able to see just a small part of something makes me really glad, because you are all the beauty of this world and more combined. I hope you have an amazing anniversary today and I love you so much <3 Happy Anniversary my darling :)
“The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed.”
— Carl Jung
Do you live in New York City?
Or a couple towns away?
Wherever you are, I'd jump in my car
Just to see you today
Will I meet you at a party?
Sit next to you on a plane?
Maybe I already know you and love you
But will fall in love some day
Dear soulmate
Do you think of me? 'Cause I do
Do you have green eyes? Or are they brown like mine?
Do you have a sister too?
Dear soulmate
One day I'll give this song to you
We will drive up to the mountains
Camp in a little tent
When the bears come at night
Will you put up a fight?
Or will you hide with me in my flashlight?
Do you sleep on the right side?
'Cause I prefer the left
Will you make me butter toast?
Perhaps a morning roast
When I wake up and I'm sad?
Dear soulmate
Do you think of me? 'Cause I do
Do you have blue eyes? Or are they brown like mine?
Do you have a sister too?
Dear soulmate
One day I'll give this song to you
Dear soulmate
I can't wait to fall in love with you